growing up diaries 03
Regarding my future, I feel pressure. Maybe it comes from the outside, maybe from within, but it is everywhere. The system we were born in makes us crave it, being told what to do. From school, to college, to job- my future lays ahead of me like a worn out street the entire western world has already driven over, and it is my duty to do the same. Not even a duty, it doesn’t seem like there is any other option, because it is what I always wanted. Until that feeling stopped. The drama my life has put me through the past months shows me one thing: You will not be happy if you take life too seriously. Or in that matter, take yourself too seriously. I always catch myself being so caught up in things which I won’t even remember in two weeks, and spending my precious time on autopilot. Throwing myself in school work, friendgroup drama or just watching Netflix on ends is a form of entertainment I crave when I can’t deal with myself. Because if I did, i would be overwhelmed. Th...
